Feeling sad ,Irritated , frustrated .N WHAT NOT NOW
why do all my Saturdays have some or the other issue !
Never had a good Saturday from a long time!
Bull****
PEER PRESSURE SIMPLIFIED by JO
Once upon a time in Cochin , kerala , God's own country Man!!!!!
Three gals Jay(J) , PEE(p) , JEE(G) Went for shopping :)
Three girls checking out the innumerous dresses spread across the different shelves.The quest for the ‘Right Dress’ (he he) made the three friends wander across the shop.Jay picked up a jazzy top and her jaw literally dropped as if she found gold.She grabbed it with both hands and made way to the JeeJay said to jee, with her eyes rolling: “Isn’t this cool? I mean isn’t this is so damn good?!”Jee looked at the dress, just shrugged and said “Its okay” and continued her own search.Not convinced if the top was just “okay”, Jay then took that ‘piece-of-gold(!)’ to the third friend PeeShe asked her the same question but this time with less enthusiasm.Pee frankly said “Nawwwwww...” and pee too got busy with her own search.The first girl Jay gave one last look at the sexy jazzy top, gave a shrug and kept it back on the shelf.
Just goes to show how much one value other’s opinion… :)
LOL!
u.... U ...You ate my lays!!!
I was hungry when I started my day .By the noon, I was starving. I had a pack of lays which I opened and started munching. Etiquette told me that I should offer it to my colleague cum roommate sitting ,standing ,wandering beside my cubicles . But something within me was stopping me.
I was not sure if I was embarrassed or if the person within me "who was very hungry" was stopping me but Im sure i wanted to. A part of me was stopping me from even starting the conversation with them while another part was urging me to the good deed.
Just a week back , when I was sitting in the same place in my desk with another (unknown) colleague from top , I found it so easy to ask if CWG thing is improving or going even bad but now, when I wanted to do a good deed, it was such a humongous task.
Simple words – “Would you like to have some…?”
But the words just wouldn’t come, even though I knew the other person would politely refuse! I tried and tried, I mentally spoke but physically it just wouldn’t come out! I finally felt so guilty eating all by myself, that I took the direct approach: I stopped thinking and puked out the question. As expected, the person politely refused.
Phew!
What a relief to just ask and be rid of the guilty conscience!
Why is it so difficult to do a good deed? Why do we feel embarrassed?
I don't know what ppl do when they feel hurt ... ........I .......BLOG!
I just Updated my FB status ------------------>>> see
"WORDS can Hurt or Heel..what did yours did today ???"
One fine summer two three years back , one of my good friends told me "Keep your expectation high from yourself rather than from others and you will never feel sad"
Okie fine ! I get it .............Absolutely correct . In-fact very well said too!
Moot question here I see is --->>>
Is there something called " humanity " N "love " left in the world ???
Which is the basic that every human mutually expects from each other .We are homo sapiens,com on ...
with better knowledge level, bigger brains ,better understanding capacity..(what happened to all those gyans??), MOREOVER..........with FEELINGS.
I really fail to understand how can people be so rude, selfish and with no ethics in work and in their own nature.My mama always told me to treat everyone with respect and give love to all,
especially to love them all-the-more who have it the least , coz they deserve the Most !
whats wrong with the world mama! why They don't feel the love !
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Yes! I'm talking about not speaking up , not talking , not communicating, Not expressing !! Leaving something unspoken!
It was silence between us even then, it is silence even now, but I like the silence now. It has something special in it, a warmth, a satisfaction, words, emotions and a lot more. I would want more of this silence, it speaks a lot. Nothing has changed between us except this silence and I love it
It was silence between us even then, it is silence even now, but I like the silence now. It has something special in it, a warmth, a satisfaction, words, emotions and a lot more. I would want more of this silence, it speaks a lot. Nothing has changed between us except this silence and I love it
RETROSPECTION
Its late night here ............
Ambience -pin drop silence
State of mind- Disturbed (Cant sleep zz )
It is an hour past mid night and guess what am I doing? I am reading my own blog and reliving my past.
Try it!
Try it!
By Hook or crook they say ;)
"Do you want the fan on?"
"Why? Do you not want it on?"
"Its ok. I will switch on the fan."
"No, its ok. Don't switch on the fan."
The fan is switched ON!!!
:-)
Saturday rants :)
Just grabbed an opportunity to get out of the office early!Have just realised that I have perfected the art of going on standby mode with my eyes open... bonus is having people believe that Im a pavam(innocent) thinker.
I wud rather leave work... get out, party, let my hair down,kiss a guy , go for a movie...but nah, who am I kidding to???
I just switched laptop(wo bhi bhade kaa) and continue surfing FB, blogspot n my life ends here.sigh!!!
I'm not going anywhere to spend my Saturday evening .
I better write everything down before I get distracted.... or get caught...Why do I always seem to forget what Ive been thinking just when I got to write it down??
Damn it ! Now I have to make stuff up.........I HATE the rains in my city guys... we go on and on about how romantic the rains are.... I have absolutely no clue what is so damn romantic about rushing through slushy roads ,getting splashed by passing cars, letting your pants get designed by polka dots of slush(kichad),spoiling sandals by decreasing its life span :( (I love sandals) and I have to remember to keep my mouth shut (I tend to talk to myself sing while walking...) otherwise I might get some of the splashed water in my mouth...catch some rare disease and die...
wish I could write something more eloquent..or funny...or even slightly more interesting... but Im feeling a little brain dead right now... so Im thankful for whatever my brain is managing to eke out right now....
There arent too many reading my blog... ok, I have, like, one follower.... but whoever is reading this...
Hopefully, next saturday you might get something better.
Cheers! ENJOY READERS .HAPPY WEEKEND!!! go WATCH MOVIE N TELL ME HOW WAS IT SINCE IM NOT GOING ANYWAYS :p
Im enjoying coming to work every morning... getting up early, foraging for breakfast, walking down the weather beaten roads(rain sucks here by the way :P) .... its all an adventure!
"I never thought I was going to find a line of work where I felt comfortable with myself.. .. and but at the risk of jinxing it I can seriously say that I have a strong feeling that this job will bring me the niche that I am looking for in my life"....(how i wish i cud say so.sigh!!!.)
anyways ..Ever wondered how its the tiny events that make all the difference.... an unexpected compliment is better than a prize distribution... a tiny flower tucked behind your ear accompanied by a light brush of finger tips is so much more touching than any bouquet....Im rather sentimental today aren't I?
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