Personal Reflections

I sometimes wish there were more people on Earth like me.

I need a Personal Reflections

Something/ Someone more alive who cares to understand my frame of mind.....  without  the wit of my words or without the value addition of my facial expression.

I'd call it: utopia meets hell. 

Never experience regret,pain, guilt, alliance, or cunning; at the cost of needing to worry for my life. 

Sometimes, I wish that more people were like me. 

but y....???

If you allow me to  explain....

 I'd need to share my wit, my gory humor, my deadpan sucked-dry verbal repartee, my secret web of thoughts encircling emotional jugulars...which i don't think am gonna do.But i know u need the justification for my words quoted above. ...i say that since most of my readers are engineers ,n they  need a logic for everything.

Am suffering from pollution of thoughts ..need to clear it up!

I don't know what my heart says ,seems there is a communication gap.
Heart just stops pounding for a while ...when see special people go away.
How many special people have changed and nothing seems to bother them.
I have got no clue ..y i demand for having more people like me...its just a feeling
it will too go away.......like the rest........but may be for me it takes time.

and then....again...... i don't know "how unique i am?"
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And anyways , what's the fun in that? 

damn this feeling

Jo