Last day in 201

Current emotion             : Nothing ..No feelings!
Current song on head     : Leaving on a jet plane-jhon denver
                                       (yeah the same wich i sang in the class last day )
                                      O well....I'm just sitting on my bed surrounded by clothes, bottles, papers,wrappers,cosmetics n all the stuff u can imagine i will be having :) .I'm eating this foodles right now..(yea shifted from maggie coz of some fwd emails  :P ) I need to pack almost all the things but i'm hooked to lappy : D ! Idk how long i will b away from net, so kind of updating the readers.I really dont understand myself why do i jot down things about a day which is very much like a ordinary day and then again I forget to write about some of the most imp days of my life.
So today basically I did all this stuff to kill the time 2day ...

1. Gotta new hairstyle :) 
2. Manicured my nails 
3. Made a affidavit (court kacherry k chakkar bhi shuru)
4. Gotta poster of ozzy osbourne \m/
5. I had really nice veg puff after long time !

life is gonna be vry different from monday onwards...i'm missing this big friend circle I had.

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I'm gonna close with this nice message that i recieved just nw. Its a quote said by a friend to a friend after both got busy in thier lives and dint contact each other..

"I MISS YR SMILE A LOT , BUT I MISS MINE MORE"

NOTE: My last post from SCMS campus, from my hostel, from room no.201...

DO O.V.E.R

I wish life is as simple as playing spider on my lappy.  When I'm left with no moves, I click "restart" and I'm back to square one...with no trace of how many moves or attempts done.

But life isn't like that.  There are no do overs.  You move, you pay or gain the price.  You lose time.  Hopefully you learn and do better the next time.

But more than time and lessons learned, moving costs a lot of decisions which entails emotions.  And that, one cannot get right every time.  No sir, almost always,  going up or down, forward or backward, leaves us feeling torn, anxious, dubious on whether we made the right choice.   And we are not the same person as before we have to choose.  There is no square one.  

If only we can stand still and just be.  But even this is a decision.