I'm just a dreamer...: 2014

Beach and Rain

Because rain in beach is what I crave now.

Overly meaningful people are so annoying.

Like, they effort-fully try to pack profoundness in everything they say. They try too hard to be seen as caring and "deep" people. Firstly tohh some of them do not even mean 1 % of what they say. Then I want to slap them.

Then, in a day to day normal conversation, you and I might say "hey, sup" but they'll be like "oh, it's such a delight to meet you, darling. Let me tell you, child, nobody crosses paths without a purpose. Just give me a ping if ever you want to talk, I'm always right here to listen to you baby. "

AREYY YAARRR enough , I just said "HI"...

HEY PRETENTIOUS PEOPLE, GUESS WHAT! Nobody is impressed. Bye.

Let's

Let’s cry our heart out.

Let’s walk away from bullshit

Let’s stop giving damn; Life is wonderful without calm.

Let’s walk into the wild and fear the light outs.

Let’s climb a tree, act a little more carefree.

Let’s Jump in the ponds and run like a happy dog.

Let’s ride a bicycle till the coast just to find a boat.

Let's go crazy

Let's walk for hours, days and months.

Let’s walk for miles and miles like Forest Gump.

Let’s drink till we get high. Let’s talk shit. Let’s laugh at our idiocy

Too much wine, too much whine

Let’s get drenched in the rain for good, like we ain't got no sunshine.

Let’s play in the mud.

Let’s get dirty,

Let’s look up in the sky as it pours and smile.

Let’s forget money. Forget banks.

Let’s eat like a pig

Let’s dance like an idiot

Let’s laugh like a hyena

Let’s sing out loud in the shower, Till the neighbors knocks.

Let's free ourselves

Let’s write a poem because it’s simple

Let’s draw because it’s colorful.

Let’s wish miracles never happen. Damn those miracle shits.

Let’s crib our heart out till we have nothing left.

Let’s sleep, to wake up.

Because it is in chaos that we find order!

"Stay Alive" by José González

Beneath Dust and Ashes

I am afraid ! I am afraid.,That I am in a beautiful chaos! This was one of those beautiful Sundays on which I sit on Mondays and brood over ..since its over ! what could be that thing ..Which u hate to do but u still enjoy doing it.What is that thing which hurts you but u still continue to do it to get the feeling of being in an immense chaos ..ya a beautiful chaos of-course .!

I love this feeling and as Bryan says "can’t stop this thing we started"

and I wont fight in vain.....

This post is about a very dear friend, I am going to write about how I have been feeling from past couple of days. The gale song makes so much sense.

You are someone I know,I guess I am not very sure of it right now. I dont think so I know you anymore.I really dont know how people deal with breakups and I try to avoid such moments in my life.Most of the time sadly I have broken up with people whatever the reason it may be.May be I am not good enough, May be I am not worth it Or may be I dont deserve this kind of behavior .

People judge me and I am okay with that as everybody is untitled to their opinions ,I too do that to others.However I cannot take people who judge me and pretend to be my friend for nothing .I see you and I dont like you anymore and I dont like to have such people in my life .

I am strong headed who fears nothing but losing people I love.Right now I am mad at myself about not being able to keep people at my side.

Lost a friend.

You are free,I see you and I do not like you anymore

Homegrown-Urban Gardening - Container Gardening

I think my gardening obsession began with my mom. Thanks to the beautiful garden my parents managed to put up in ground floor house in Hyderabad ,India.

Here is the picture of something that I have managed to grow from the seedlings , not to forget to mention that I live in Dubai now and the climate here can be very harsh . The temperature in summer reaches up to 50 degrees followed by mild rain in the winters which is of much relief .

Anyway, since my childhood I have always managed to have a sprig of something growing in a pot on my window or patio. At-least, I have managed to keep a basil plant growing which has a spiritual side to it.They surely have brightened the place up and Now, in my new apartment,

I am growing tomatoes,marigold,table rose,vinca rose,dwarf lemons,Aloevera, pothos (Money plant),Kalanchoe,pepper chilles,cherry tomatoes,rotala indica,parsley, mint and two beautiful flowering cactus. I am so excited about having more space and being able to grow more of what I eat.

This is how I stated.

Aloevera (Recycled mother dairy Ice cream box)

Marigold

A Small portion of the balcony .

#HappyDay

So much to look forward to....

Note to self: Never give up!

PS:This place Rocks!!!!!

Happy New Year 2014

I hope we have the happiest year! I hope we're in great health, physically and mentally. I hope we smile absolutely genuine smiles really often, and live in the moment, and laugh till our tummies ache. I hope we discover some great films, books and music. I hope we learn a lot. I hope we find time to try our hand at some of all the things we've wanted to give a shot at. I hope good luck shows up frequently. I hope we find joy and contentment in our work but remain dissatisfied enough to keep us going for more, for better, for the best we can do. I hope we get a lot closer to the best we can be. I hope we feel a little more understood, a little more important, and a lot more loved. I hope we're kind, I hope we give generously, I hope we're sincere, and I hope we find the peace of mind that comes only from having a clear conscience. I hope we're safe from all that might cause harm or hurt. I hope life doesn't get too tough on us, but if it must, I hope we find all the support and courage we need to keep going. I hope we realize and consistently remember what we're worth, because we're worth so, so much.

Have a great year! Lots of love.

I'm just a dreamer...