Beneath Dust and Ashes
I am afraid ! I am afraid.,That I am in a beautiful chaos!
This was one of those beautiful Sundays on which I sit on Mondays and brood
over ..since its over ! what could be that thing ..Which u hate to do but u
still enjoy doing it.What is that thing which hurts you but u still continue to
do it to get the feeling of being in an immense chaos ..ya a beautiful chaos
of-course .!
I love this feeling and as Bryan says "can’t stop this
thing we started"
and I wont fight in vain.....
This post is about a very dear friend, I am going to write about
how I have been feeling from past couple of days. The gale song makes so much
sense.
You are someone I know,I guess I am not very sure of it right now.
I dont think so I know you anymore.I really dont know how people deal with
breakups and I try to avoid such moments in my life.Most of the time sadly I
have broken up with people whatever the reason it may be.May be I am not good enough,
May be I am not worth it Or may be I dont deserve this kind of behavior .
People judge me and I am okay with that as everybody is untitled
to their opinions ,I too do that to others.However I cannot take people who
judge me and pretend to be my friend for nothing .I see you and I dont like you
anymore and I dont like to have such people in my life .
I am strong headed who fears nothing but losing people I
love.Right now I am mad at myself about not being able to keep people at my
side.
Homegrown-Urban Gardening - Container Gardening
I think my gardening obsession began with my mom. Thanks to
the beautiful garden my parents managed to put up in ground floor house in
Hyderabad ,India.
Here is the picture of something that I have managed to grow
from the seedlings , not to forget to mention that I live in Dubai now and the
climate here can be very harsh .
The temperature in summer reaches up to
50 degrees followed by mild rain in the winters which is of much
relief .
Anyway, since my childhood I have always managed to have a
sprig of something growing in a pot on my window or patio. At-least, I
have managed to keep a basil plant growing which has
a spiritual side to it.They surely have brightened the place up and
Now, in my new apartment,
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This is how I stated.
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| Aloevera (Recycled mother dairy Ice cream box) |
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Marigold
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Happy New Year 2014
I hope we have the happiest year! I hope we're in great
health, physically and mentally. I hope we smile absolutely genuine smiles
really often, and live in the moment, and laugh till our tummies ache. I hope
we discover some great films, books and music. I hope we learn a lot. I hope we
find time to try our hand at some of all the things we've wanted to give a shot
at. I hope good luck shows up frequently. I hope we find joy and contentment in
our work but remain dissatisfied enough to keep us going for more, for better,
for the best we can do. I hope we get a lot closer to the best we can be. I hope
we feel a little more understood, a little more important, and a lot more
loved. I hope we're kind, I hope we give generously, I hope we're sincere, and
I hope we find the peace of mind that comes only from having a clear
conscience. I hope we're safe from all that might cause harm or hurt. I hope
life doesn't get too tough on us, but if it must, I hope we find all the
support and courage we need to keep going. I hope we realize and consistently
remember what we're worth, because we're worth so, so much.
Have a great year! Lots of love.
Have a great year! Lots of love.
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