"The good ones finish last"....eh really?

Don't worry I have not been kidnapped by Somalian Pirates.

Hell I haven't been any where near water, except in bathroom, lately.

So whats going on?

Too much for you lesser mortals to handle.

You can sweep any man off his feet, u just need the right broom…

Nothing against men there but honestly - gals don’t need any broom, just a smile would do the trick for you guys.

So, being nice gal isn't about ending up last. It definitely isn’t

It is about having the right broom but not using it

It is about knowing that you could tweak but not manipulating

It is about riding when it drizzles and

Sunshine and raindrops play hide-n-seek

Knowing that someone would enjoy riding with you as much as you would

But not waiting for him on the road to pick you up

It is about knowing the right words

But not placing them

It is about being confident

But not playing your charm

It is not about being scared of the consequences

But only of your own yourself

It is not about f*ing it up

But about saving it for someone you care or you would

It is about knowing that someone messed it all up

But still giving a second chance

It is about seeing him get buzzed

And then rather than saying “so do you wanna hang out with me?" 

Expression changed and saying " okie have fun with your people ,cya!!"

It is about hitting the road

Before C of coffee is pronounced

It is not about the missed opportunities

But about caring for other’s and in return yourself respect.

Again, it is not all about being honest

But being strategically honest

It is about creating win-win scene

At the cost of you loss

Being the nice gal is not about being worried about the other side

But cherishing the thin lines

There is so much you have

And there is only so much he knows…

It is about lying trough your eyes 

And it is about knowing you were saint

But now you’ve a past

And knowing you are a sinner

But being sure you’ve a future, better than most of them…

Again, it is about wearing it all on your sleeves

And not caring if you lose it

It is about having the right broom

But not using it.

Being a nice gal,

It really isn’t tough, but it takes a lot.

Nice gal, think again.

It is only so much that you know

And so much that you don’t

If you think it is for you then perhaps this is for you …

Just accept it all the same.

And I’m giving it all away ,may be forever![<-technically am not sure of this part]

My fav Twilight Dialogues

(THIS IS THE BEST PART)

Bella → I'm not afraid of you, I'm only afraid of losing you. 

                 I feel like you're gonna disappear.

Edward → You don't know how long I've waited for you. 

                    And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

Bella→ What a stupid lamb.

Edward→ What a sick, masochistic lion

Bella → You? you stopped the van. You pushed it away with your hand.
Edward → Well, nobody's gonna believe you, so.
Bella → I wasn't gonna tell anybody. I just need to know the truth.
Edward → Can't you just thank me and get over it?
Bella → Thank you.
Edward→ You're not gonna let this go, are you?
Bella→ No.
Edward→ Well, then I hope you enjoy disappointment.

Edward → What's in Jacksonville?
Bella → How did you know about that?
Edward→ You didn't answer my question.
Bella→ Well, you don't answer any of mine, so. 
I mean, you don't even say 'Hi' to me.
Edward→ Hi.
Bella→ Are you gonna tell me how you stopped the van?
Edward→ Yeah. I had an adrenaline rush. It's very common. 
You can Google it.    --->(LOL)

Edward→ I don't have the strength to stay
 away from you anymore.
Bella Swan→ Then don't.



Bella → You're impossibly fast, and strong. 
Your skin is pale white and ice cold. 
Your eyes change color, 
and sometimes you speak like? 
like you're from a different time. 
You never eat or drink anything. 
You don't go out in the sunlight. 
How old are you?
Edward→ Seventeen.
Bella→ How long have you been seventeen?
Edward → [pause] A while.
Bella→ I know what you are.
Edward→ Say it, out loud. Say it.
Bella→ Vampire.
Edward→ Are you afraid?

Bella→ No.

HOSTEL ALONE ;)

Just came back from college. what do i see? 3 empty beds , room very empty ,very dead, very calm n placid
No occasion as such ,weekend ahead , all went home.I 'm Feeling sick(sniff..sniff) + home sick too.Naah ..am not dull guys.Lets see the good side of it.

ADVANTAGES OF NOT HAVING ROOMMATES WITH YOU IN WEEKEND IN YOUR HOSTEL ROOM?

1. First thing which i need very badly. You can give your ear some air and your ear-plugs some rest.Put loud rock music n dance , no one is watching you...o yeahhhh!! :D
2. I enjoy doing this big time.Stand in front of  mirror for hours , come as close as u can and see yourself, give different expression , check the whiteness your teeth , dissect n analysis your acnes( if u have) , check out your face from all angles of your eyes and say " i love you", most interestingly see the side view of yr face .. i know thatz difficult, but u can try..i do that.( chuckles )
3. Lights!!!..i must admit guys, i gotta real problem with light.I don't know why i love sitting in dark.So you can switch of lights early n work/sleep/think, whatever!! 
4. when on call....You can talk at peak of your voice..(whaaaaaaat????...i cannnnnnnt heaaaaaar youuuuu,,,,hellooooooooooo???....WHAT THE HELL!! :P)well i still do that..n roomies i know you guys also do that,so as such ,notta big advantage.i shouldn't have written also.
5. And last and the best ..Roam around naked after shower ;). I mean who wants to be fully covered all the time.You see..its natural ;)

Anyways...lets c if i can sleep alone tonight in room .SIGH!

I am in love

I think I am in love.
Yes I am in love. 
Totally.!!
Truly 
madly
deeply !

I dream about it. Its just so perfect!


Right from its sexy finish to the perfect shape, moreover its extraordinary power to understand my mood just make me fall for .sigh!

Someone recently married Eiffel Tower. 
If in 3 years no man can convince me to marry him I think I will marry my laptop. :D.....sigh

I love you so much.!

When i read a book

Fortunately/unfortunately,Generally , eventually ,Gradually i happen to lose focus when i read(nothing great) everything turns hazy , old memories come live in front of eyes.

Thats it!!! I'm  in some other world.

Memories jog in front of me , exactly like a video or a movie clip playing in my book which I'm holding n pretending to read.

My eyes wide open in amazement and all beams perfectly focussed on  point( focal)
(anyone looking at me would think that i have seen something awfully scary and I'm wonder-struck)

This happens to me quite often...i sit expressionless with my big black eyes wide open n fixed at something ,until am interrupted by someone or some noise or may be by the bitterness/sweetness of the old memories.

Eventually ,video stops n comes to pause ,everything turns blur, pictures smudge in themselves , everything turns grey, good feeling slips away n words on the page turn out to be very prominent n darker than ever.

I come back.

I look around, everyone is reading !

I say myself" what was i doing?"

This is just a part of my day, which is with me since i was 14 n often happens when am reading :)

I wonder how that taste to you. EVER HAPPENED WITH YOU GUYS???

AWESOME SONG -

LYRICS BY WWW.METROLYRICS.COM

If a man could beat his own fancy
Then to only breed in captivity
Is pointless
I've been doing what I like when I like how I like it's joyless
Only you know me

What a waste of all this peace ,
Baby steps and two more sleeps
Till I get to say sorry
I get hysterical, historical; of love is just chemical
Give us something to stop me
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don't know cos you're not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away -or(our model feelings)
Only you know me

I'm doin' fine
And the sun often shines
What are you thinking?
At the worst of my mind
With this thunderbird wine
Baby, I'm drinking-
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don't know cos you're not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away-or(our model feelings)
Only you know me
Only you know me

Since you went away, my heart breaks everyday
You don't know cos you're not there
You simply found the words to make a lot of feelings fade away-or(our model feelings)
Only you know me
Only you know me
Only you
Only you
Only you know me

Where do they go?

Yesterday i gotta shoe bite from my old pair of footwear..um...u c old things have the potential to hurt ;)

 SEA OF FACES*

(* means a footnote)

If other than oxygen there is one thing that you can’t avoid while you get through the day, it is the ‘people’

You see them

Meet them

Hear them

Have a chat, crack a joke and laugh with them

Out of these numerous faces around

Walking and talking, Breathing and sweating some appeal more than the others

You like some over the others

Well you also have illusions that you love some…

You take a few steps with them and take some more

Hope that these would be like footsteps in the sand of the time

The more you take, more you shall leave behind

And yeah they are steps in the sand

However, water from the sea washes them off moment you set your foot forward

Memories at times are like a FIFO stack in computers (first in first out)

Pilled under huge stack of other memories and other people…

And so the life goes on

Till one day, something just goes missing

Something somewhere stops

Just like you clicked with people

You probably unclick [<-this part hurts]

As smoothly as they became integral part of your life,

They slide away even more smoothly

You have them on your yahoo or gmail address book but don’t know if their account are still active

You’ve their numbers but don’t know if they are still in the same city

They are in yr Skype contact list but you never see them green.

They are on your mind but there is only so much you can process at a time…

you mention them in over soul searching instances saying " u knw what i had a friend...blah blah"

Until..

An awkward smile at a grocery shop

A confused glance at a mall/pub

A familiar voice over a conference

Or a brushing of shoulders at a movie theatre

Makes you wonder…

Aren’t these people just like steps in the sand…

More you take – more you leave behind…

Where do they go?

Guess back to the sea of faces they belong to…

Sigh...
(sorry abt putting the snaps guys ... i will pay the royalty.... IF any of you ever read this n object )


NOTE: I have a different version of this snap with me  which includes all the people who meant something in my life, which i call "sea of faces" .

DAL-ROTI desi khana ;)

Went to fort kochi island .

Mission- Daal roti restaurant-awesome food -awesome service.



Although ambiance cud have been better, hu wants 2 eat sitting under the spotlight  rite..??
so guys first thing 2 keep in mind if u open a restaurant in future make sure lights are deem n eye soothing.
girls hate that...well.... seems guys dont care much about such nonsense.
 heading..>>>
Ate gobi n aaloo k paranthey+Aam ka achaar.+had punjab di lassi in Kerala.(Eating north Indian food in Kerala is a big-big ACHIEVEMENT .)
Took a great ride in Volvo- Sat comfortably in back seat ,singing song(love me for a reason by boyzone), seeing temples ,churches , showrooms, hoardings,billboards,different Ads, different people(of all colors),backwaters, coconut tress ,saw whole city rushing around.

Spent Rs/- 210+30+44 + x

1 imp thing -i didn't  shop this weekend :p( strange...nothing not even chocolates )

overall nice Saturday with most of the work pushed 4 Sunday like washing clothes (big time), watching movie,

case studies, assignments , presentations u name it..grrrrrrr

Not supposed to b a official holiday.( thanks 2 Bluestar)

thats all.............

Great day...but NOTHING LASTS FOREVER!!

I Have Made a Decision....

CAUTION: My dear Friend(1 hu calls me " u- crazy- crazy nut" all the time) plz dont read this.even if u have started stop right away.I knw u will shoot me or hang yrself by the end of the post.


I Have Made a Decision....


An important life-altering one. (what to do no placement till now)After years of indecision, I am taking the plunge. My life will change forever after this and so will the lives of people around me. And I'll never be the same again. I wanted to let you know that I've decided to start a TV channel.

What? 

Errrrr.....Yeah, as I was saying. I have made this after a lot of thought. To prove to you, I'll put my business case in front of you.Business plan wud b coming soon. I've put this together for anyone else who's interested n dint get placed from college. ( we can b partners).

Ingredients :

You'll need

1)Saas-bahu serials [ubiquitous]

2)Laughter challenge-type shows

For this, you'll need 2-3 judges who have individual distinct styles of laughing and giving score to the participants(Eg:sidhu,shekar n etc etc).Take light..

Of course you don't have to stick to these. You can come up with your own ones. Mine is this: Judges to come up to the contestants after the performance and do a 'Nagin Dance' (snake dance). The score is the number of times the Nag/Nagin (errr....snake/snakess?) lunges. He he he.

(plz dont shoot me :P)

3)Reality shows:  This one's pretty new (like Ring-o-garlic Pizza), with shows like 'Roadies,' 'Big Boss,' 'Splitsvilla,' NOTHING is 'nobody's business' anymore. Everything is televisable. sab chalta hai..

OK. To business, little ones! For reality shows, you will need diversity in character, so here it is categorized: 

• Two battling men/women: (OK OK. I am totally lying and trying to be nice. Women! the bitchier the better):  Prabjot and Anmol (Roadies), Rakhi and Kashmira (Big Boss), Bosky (?!!) and Prianca (Splitsvilla). They should not get along at all AND they should form groups. Sprinkle liberally with bad words. The good thing about this is that you get to have polls of random people on the road. Who do you think is right? Bosky or Prianca? This will up your TRPs coz it takes on a very Ramayanesque 'Who's side are you on?'
• The underling: More often that not, this guy/gal has to win. This is to prove the triumph of the weak over the mighty. (hinsa pe ahinsa ki jeet)(Ashutosh in Roadies, Rahul Roy in Big Boss). Thus reaffirming that when Mars finally invades earth or pandora navi's come n kick us out, we will be saved because of the good in our hearts. (so melodramatic- cant help sorry - its a tv channel)
• The crybaby: Absolutely needed. If properly utilized, this golden goose will give you television copy worth episodes! A la Yamini in Splitsvilla. They will cry untill the tears glands give up And behold! wait ! hold on!Viewers want to know why they cry in the next episode. It is also great for the ads you make. For example, if you show 'Next week on Roadies.... a shot of Nihal crying...,', you have it! People will watch it..
• The bully: Anmol in Roadies. Bani the great again from rodies(MTV VJ). Do I need to say anything more?              Talent shows: Also very new. Refer to dancing shows (Zara Nachke Dikha, Nachle, Sheher di kudiyaan VS. Gali de gunde, Aaja mahi ve), singing shows (Sa Re Ga Ma Pa, Indian Idol), or game shows (Dus ka dum, Kya aap paanchvi..., Khatron ke Khiladi... tera haseena, ek khila... sorry I got a little carried away) etc. Anyway, you got the point.  

That's it,Gimme a break am tired of writing all this nonsense n i salute yr patience to read this fully.(I c a potential follwer in you).but what to do ,have to smthing to make a livelihood(if nt placed), so  this is your beginner's guide for this career choice.PPL hu r really inspired by my great entrepreneurship frame of mind can contact me soon.More later. Love until then. Muah!


N am sleepy as dead!! ZZZZZZ!!!FLAT.