I have been doing this introspection sort of thing from past few days and one thing I have realized for a large portion of my life I thought everyone else was the problem. A common thought, correct?
But how could the whole world, with over billions and billions of people be in the wrong, and I be in the right? (sorry if this was not stated in proper English (I am not a great writer nor a great speaker ...)by the way...granted this is a broad generalization-- but you know what I mean.I lost my friends. I never made a attempt to catch up with them.Maybe it wasn't cause they were snobby and not my types , maybe it was because I was hyper and a little care free and I am too careless about relationships of that degree.
I have had two jobs and I had problems with both my jobs and people around me -- maybe the people weren't all totatlly stupid-- maybe it was because I was an arrogant little toddler in my first job who thought I was better than the job.I think I am very Talented (A degree from a university doesn't mean a damn if you have no job skills and most importantly interpersonal skills)...
My Relationship with my guy dint work not because he was jerk .. probably I was being a total bitch there and he is better off without me :) God bless!!
My bad ..I just dont think that..... i could be a problem to people!
No point but ...but how do I put this realization to use?
I haven't figured that out totally, except I am slightly more humbled perhaps....
But how could the whole world, with over billions and billions of people be in the wrong, and I be in the right? (sorry if this was not stated in proper English (I am not a great writer nor a great speaker ...)by the way...granted this is a broad generalization-- but you know what I mean.I lost my friends. I never made a attempt to catch up with them.Maybe it wasn't cause they were snobby and not my types , maybe it was because I was hyper and a little care free and I am too careless about relationships of that degree.
I have had two jobs and I had problems with both my jobs and people around me -- maybe the people weren't all totatlly stupid-- maybe it was because I was an arrogant little toddler in my first job who thought I was better than the job.I think I am very Talented (A degree from a university doesn't mean a damn if you have no job skills and most importantly interpersonal skills)...
My Relationship with my guy dint work not because he was jerk .. probably I was being a total bitch there and he is better off without me :) God bless!!
My bad ..I just dont think that..... i could be a problem to people!
No point but ...but how do I put this realization to use?
I haven't figured that out totally, except I am slightly more humbled perhaps....
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